Turning point of a life

What the love is?

2007-03-31T12:56:00.001-07:00

When you meet the different genders, who make you happy with crying because of so much love, those who give you really true love. Letter from lovers and those Lines are very beautiful things and make you warm, happy and crying as well. Beautiful spring atmosphere make all of you happy hopefully. Let's get out of your place to get someting fun. I'm going to participate in HANAMI party, which was held by my local friends. It's would be fun and fantastic. Please go ahead to see such a beautiful cherry blossam. Cheers!

So called I am happy.

2007-02-04T00:38:00.000-08:00

I have a job, I have some friends and I have a car.
Sounds like I'm happy at all.
I can cook, I can play the guitar and I can speak English.
Sounds like I'm happy at all.

But those are not exactly what I want.
But those are not exactly what I want.

I have an opininon, I have dedicated attitude and I have confidence.
Sounds like I'm perfect at all.
I can communicate, I can make luagh and I can make you happy.
Sounds like I'm perfect at all.

But those are not exactly what I want.
But those are not exactly what I want.

I just want to rest in the place where I don't have to think anything.
I just want to stay in the place where I don't have to do anyghing.

Oh please give me a way to do those tings, then even a little while I will be satisfied.

I have a dream, I have a purpose, but I don't have a person who can support me.
I know that people can do anything by using their two hands.
But if there is a person like that, it will be more smooth.

Oh please give me a person like that, then I will be able to dump complicated stuff.

Before to be skin head

2007-02-02T22:45:00.000-08:00

Darryl & Nicole

This was before I back to be skin head.
Could be almost same as it for you guys.

2007-02-02T05:50:00.000-08:00

Hey guys I've just back to be skin head, which I really like cuz easy, cheap and cool.
When I was in Canada I was always like this. At that time, I was so poor hahaha.

Hopefully

2007-01-30T06:11:00.000-08:00

The lyrics of Hopefully

When you feel lonely how do you usually manage it? Tell me.
It must be simple, you just let things go.
To say that is very easy, but to do it is very difficult.
If I have courage to carry it out. If I have courage to carry it out.

When you suddenly remember sweet memories how should I remove from my mind? Tell me.
It must be simple, you just erase them.
To create that an idea is easy, but I don't wanna do that.
I've had enought to be strong. I just need to rely on someone.

Do you remember when you told me that we are going to be together eternally.
Do you remember when you told me that we are going to live together for sharing smile.
Do you remember when you whisperd me that we are going to get marry for enhancing one another.

I don't wanna believe that all those things couldn't have been done.
Please help me out from the place where I can't see you.

I know there is no possibility, but once you got martured enought.
Please come up to me to say love you.

if she were still here

2007-01-29T05:53:00.000-08:00

Since I broke up with my girl frined, I've been losing myself and been become a lonely fool.
I would never imagined such a tragic situation before I settled to say goodbye.
I wish I could forget about her as soon as possible.

I wrote lyrics, which is on below.

"If she were still here"

If you were still here, I would be happy
If you could give me a smile that is like sunshine, I would be greatful

I know that my effort is no longer effction to get back her mind
but I just wanna try until my mind to be calm

If you were still my baby, I would be fine
If you could give me a laugh that like child, I would be satisfied

I know that so many things I told you was not meaningless
but those might be burdensome for you

Where should I roam? Whom should I rely on?
I've been loosing smile since I broke up with my girl

I need to compose a song for treat myself

How time flies!

2006-03-31T11:29:00.000-08:00

Time flies when you are having fun. Four days have already passed since my girl friend left from Victoria. We had a really good time and have been getting much better about our relationship to spend day after day one another. Once she got back to Japan in Feb 2005, she came back to Canada twice to see me, I have so much thanked not only her hospitable attitude but also her sweet mind for a long time.

By the way, I am wondering if I call ”How money flies” or not. Anyways, I have three left months that I can live here. Time to go home；neverthless, I don’t want to get back home.
I have to get back into Japanese fuckin busy business style, which can reduce people’s lifespan.

I have two dreams, which are sort of my destination, one of them is to be a good father, and the other is to live in Hawaii. To acquire those dreams, I am gonna be hard worker.

What a beautiful day.

2006-03-25T14:26:00.000-08:00

Oh buddha! Thank you for giving us such a beautiful day which makes me come out from my suite, and leave for somewhere far away from here... However, I only have two things to go somewhere, which are my high quality legs, but now one of them hasn’t worked because of a gout. Anyways, I can’t go far away, so my girl and I walked down to clover point, which is located in Strait of Juan De Fuca, to observe the sea creatures.
Afterword, We had a couple of coffee along with good scenery of cherry blossom at Mocha House.

I wish I could have some alcohol

2006-03-24T21:28:00.000-08:00

Damm! I hate my friend that is a gout. While having a gout, I can’t drink any alcohol, otherwise I will have a fuck’in inflammation on my big toe.

Oh boy! I wanna glab some beer with my friends who are my best friends.
I’d love to eat his wife’s ”YAKINIKU” to use fuck’in awesome hot plate.

Nothing to do is the most exciting

2006-03-23T16:16:00.000-08:00

Today my girl friend and I woke up around twelve o’clock. What a lazy couple are we? but that’s ok because we love nothing to do and love relaxing.

Around two pm, she’s been to UCW to take the toeic test, which is very important to have a good job in Japan, eventhougth she doesn’t wanna take it.
So now I got a free time and stayed all day long watching TV, listening music and reading a book.
Actually, I don’ｔ like reading, but I should do it to create new idea and remember some new vocabularies.

I can see the Beacon Hill Park from my suite. This is the most comfortable place, I have ever lived. I wish I could live here as long as I can.

Messy japanese city

2006-03-22T01:45:00.000-08:00

These are Japanese styles advertisement boards.
Anyway, Japan is always being crowed like this.

Japanese traditional food

2006-03-22T01:36:00.000-08:00

Today my girl friend made the most famous Japanese food for our dinner that was very good.
I wanted to eat as much as I wanted, but I couldn´t because I have some food restriction.

Life

2006-03-22T01:20:00.000-08:00

I have been looking for good life styles to always be happy.